Okay…

Hello my lovely friends. I’m sorry I don’t post more often… I truly miss having time to write. I must carve out some time to do so. Here is a poem I wrote the other day. Enjoy.

Okay…

i remember– acting
back in high school

the maiden- in a
3 hour play

masks, makeup and
costumes

lights, camera, action
the story of the day—

now– still acting
but it never ends

there are lines
i must say

no one seems
to realize

it’s masks, smoke
mirrors–

the story i create
reality stray—

ing far away
into a sea

of pain…
there i lay

dead— gone…
forever

my ghost goes on
acting— okay

I hope you are all doing well. Have a wonderful day.

Allie ❤

“Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad.” ― Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

A World Full Of Noise…

Hello my lovely friends. Today I have a poem to share, enjoy!

 

A World Full Of Noise…

We live in a world
Where no one listens
No one hears what you say
They just talk louder until one day
Maybe someone will hear their shout
Over all the other noise about
A world where you have to compete
Be the loudest one around
Don’t get caught sitting on the ground
Listening to the senseless sound
Of millions, billions fighting
For 5 minutes of spot light…

I hope you are having a wonderful day.

Allie ❤

 “Living as we do in an age of noise and bluster, success is now measured accordingly. We must all be seen, and heard, and on the air.”
― Daphne du Maurier

Through The Windows Of October #26

Hello friends, today’s inspiration comes from depression. It’s about conquering small doses of depression. Of course if you have depressive thoughts more than a few times a month you should go to your Doctor and talk to someone about it. But this is the depression we all feel and face in our everyday life’s.

Feelings
It started with a need,
A need to be freed.

A fake smile,
Pretending awhile.

My heart beating fast,
Wishing this were all past.

Wanting hopes to collide,
Dreaming my future aside.

But I have no hope…
Just a long rope.

A way out…
No ones about.

The dark night…
The moon light.

Something swallows me whole,
I feel it deep in my soul…

I hear a voice…
Telling me to make a choice.

I can feel…
The numbness is real.

I don’t understand,
I lift my hand.

I see my fingers move,
Staring at the tiny grove.

I know in my head,
That I should go to bed.

I should forget this wave,
To my feelings, I am not a slave.

I need to force myself to choose reason.
Reason… Reason… Reason…

I must remove this from my mind.
Before it’s my body that they find…

This is only depression.
I can stop this oppression.

I need to find my calling,
Stop this endless falling.

I must instill meaning,
Into my being…

I must look ahead and remember,
I can make it through December.

I can make it through the cold.
When it’s Jesus that I hold.

I can make it through tonight.
With that one ray of light…

I have a purpose…
I may not see it on the surface.

But I conquered the rope,
I’m holding onto a drop of hope.

I’ve looked past my sorrow,
Into some else’s tomorrow.

My today really isn’t that bad.
I’m just a little sad…

I cannot control,
The uncontrollable.

Myself I must console,
While words are consolable.

For me, there is no need for pills,
Just for hugs, when I feel the chills.

I just need a reminder.
God has made me a survivor.

I hope you guys are all doing well, I’ll make this short since my poem was so long. I just wanted to share this for anyone who is struggling with depression or sadness. I want you to know you are not alone and God loves you. God has made a way out just for you. I love you too. I’ll be back tomorrow with a new post. Keep your chins held high and smile. {=

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Princess Allie ❤

Through The Windows Of October #21

Yay it’s midnight and I have no idea what to write… I found this picture. It reminds me of lonely times… I’m totally winging it today, so that’s all the inspiration I have. Let’s see what I come up with.
Me

Next To You.

Sitting Next to you,
I feel alone… it’s true.

I feel overwhelmingly lost,
Like by the sea I’m tossed…

You look into my eyes,
But can’t see my cries…

I wipe away your tears,
But you won’t hear my fears…

It’s all one sided,
I feel so slided…

All I wanted was a good friend,
Who would stick with me to the end…

I’m glad you walked away…
So I no long have to stay.

I leave my doors open,
If you ever want to be friends again…

I hope you are all having a wonderful day… night… whatever time it is there. I hope you enjoyed my first thoughts of inspiration. I feel it still needs work but I wrote it in 15 minutes… so of course it will need work.Anywho I’m going to get some sleep now! I’ll be back tomorrow with a new post! Don’t forget to smile gorgeous.

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Princess Allie ❤